|work is boring.
||[05 Feb 2008|11:19am]
1. Longest relationship:
almost 2 years
2. Shortest relationship:
3. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you they love you?
4. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were dating?
i do now
5. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
6. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?:
7. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
i dont really know.. they both have their ups and downs
8. Have you ever been cheated on?
maybe, maybe not. i know frank hasnt and thats all that matters
9. What is your favorite thing about the preferred sex?
Always having someone that you know will be on your side, even if your about to tear eachothers heads off. Hmm lots of other things... i like people with really strong personalities... people that have quirks without trying to purposely create them.
10. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes but it was my own fault. i made the person i was with into something he wasnt and then when it came down to it, he of course fell reaaaally short.
12. Talk to any of your exes?
no. i dont hate either of them though. theyre just not for me and im not going to lie, they taught me shit i needed to realize about myself. plus they showed me what i want and i dont want, something i didnt know back then.
13. If you could go back in time would you change things to where you could still be with one of ur ex's?
No way. I'm happier than ive ever been right where im at. Plus, i need a significant other that is ambitious. None of my exes were like that.
14. Any of your ex's feel the same way ?
It's doesn't worry me and it's not something I really think about.
15. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I am a good girlfriend... I can be a horrible one too. And i have been in past relationships, but in my defense, i was being walked on for far too long, and i snapped. Fuck a nigga disrespecting me again thats all i gotta say.
16. Have you dated people who were not good to you?
yes, but in the end it went both ways. I'm extremely vengeful and i guess thats one of my biggest flaws.
17. Have you dated someone way older then you?
Yes but it wasnt anything serious.. i dont consider them an ex really...
18. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
19. Believe in love at first sight?
No. Thats infatuation sweetie.
20. Ever dated two people at once?
Dated, yes but been with, no
22.Do you have anything to say to one of your ex's?
No not really.
23. Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
24. Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Actually, no. All of my friends go out with losers i guess haha.
25. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
It's worse but i think part of me enjoys internal pain every now and then; when youve felt emotion at its extremities is when youve truly felt alive.
26. Do you like anybody?
27. Does that person like you back?
28. Are you looking for a boyfriend or girlfriend?
|beautiful lyrics... no one even ever reads lyrics anyway fuck yall haha
||[31 Dec 2007|03:06pm]
Sleeping through the evening
Singing dreams inside my head
Im heading out
Ive got some ends who say they care
And they just might
I'll run away with you
If things dont go as planned
Plannin big could be a gamble
Ive already rolled the dice
I spit and stutter stuff and clutter
Worries in my worried corner
Sometimes brilliant trusted thoughts
Think ill stay for a while
Im intrigued and im
Red as a newborn white as a corpse
I promise not to try not to fuck with your mind
I promise not to mind if you go your way and I go mine
I promise not to lie if Im looking you straight in the eye
I promise not to lie and not to let you down
|hmm im bored so heres a survey i took a couple of days ago
||[11 Dec 2007|02:51pm]
1. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
Of course! I'm like an addiction.
2. What color are your eyes?
4. Do you drink alcohol?
Only sometimes on the weekend.
5. What is one thing you question a lot?
Ignorance and closed-mindedness.
6. Do you lead people on?
7. Are you married?
8. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex/same sex you loved them?
9. Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you didn't even do?
10. Do you miss someone?
12. Do you have a cell phone?
13. Are looks important?
To some extent.
14. What are you wearing right now?
Scrubs, BUT (damn this question) i'm about to change into street clothes.
15. Are you mad at someone right now?
16. Are you taking anyone for granted?
17. Where do you keep your money?
In the bank.
21. How did you wake up this morning?
My boss woke me up (i know that sounds weird) but i slept on her couch last night since she was in surgery until 2am.
22. Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?
I dont think you have to have a beautiful setting for things to be romantic. BUT i can tell you that sunrise is beautiful because its the beginning of a new day, and as for sunset, its beautiful because another day has been lived.
23. Quick say a verse from any song:
"So wake up and strengthen what you have, before it dies completely."
24. Would you die for anyone?
25. What's the last bone you broken?
26. How many letters are in your last name?
27. Do you love anyone besides family & close friends?
No. My best friend is my love.
28. What book did you read last?
29. How was your day?
30. Do you live near your best friend?
31. Are you scared of spiders?
I think they're pretty, but i dont want them on me.
32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
One tattoo; tongue and belly is pierced but i never wear jewelry
34. What do you think of Fergie?
She pees herself while on stage.
35. Do you believe in love?
Yes. I think it's ignorant to not believe in an emotion. Plus hate exists, and how could one not exist without the other?
36. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
Before i'm 30.
37. When was the last time you drank something?
38. Do you curse a lot?
Yes. Sometimes, it's hard to not yell at the kids that i watch without cursing haha, thats bad.
39. What do you know about the future?
It's going to be good.
41. Do you only drink bottled water?
43. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
45. Most hated food?
Seafood, but i like tuna and salmon patties.
46. What is a major pet peeve of yours?
The way this country works.ha, um... i have a lot actually, the kids asking me WHY when i say no (that includes frank hahah jk), bitches that think theyre better than other people, haters in general, closed mindedness, ignorance, homophobia, when someone i love doesn't stand up for themselves! god the list goes on.
47. Do you wish someone would call you?
No... I have gone through about 15-20 cell phones in my life (not by choice) and i'm coming to the conclusion that i just don't like be contact-able.
50. What's something you wish you could understand better?
Hmm i'm learning spanish and i can understand it pretty good, but i wish i was on a completely fluent level. i'm nosy and it just doesnt work out when people are talking around me and i get confused!! =D
51. Do you want someone you can't have?
Hm, no, not to sound cocky, but when i want someone i have always gotten them, and i am completely in love with the person i have.
52. If someone doesn't like you, it's usually because?
I'm too blunt. And i have a knack for getting under people's skin when i want to.
54. What are you excited about?
Meeting new people (im just going to go ahead and go with that response too cause i cant think of anything...)
56. What did you do three nights ago?
Rented a hotel with Frank, got completly plastered and ignored the world.
|Things have been going good...
||[25 Oct 2007|10:43am]
I'm a nanny now. It's really fun, aaand i get paid $12 an hour. I also work in the ladys office in the morning because she's a GYN.
Got a brand new car the other day. Honda Fit, it's supercute.
Oh, and we've been tearing everyone apart on westheimer in Frank's new car. That beast runs 13s on the quarter mile.
Yeah... Shits really good.
I haven't talked to the majority of my friends on here in a long time; Hope everyone is okay and doing well.